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The measure of a man
Is not in his measurements
Nor his treasured moments

But in the dents
He tries to beat out


Me - April 2014





For The Wronged

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 10, 2014, 10:20 PM

It is time.

To those I have spoken ill of and to

I expect no answers to this

Or forgiveness

For I am worth neither

And neither are honestly worthy to me

For I meant every word at the time

I give no other explanation
Than what I did
Was in the name
Of required loyalty
To myself
Or to those who mattered to me

And when that was not the case

I still had a point

Even if it was flawed

Or that I and others like me

Were not to be trusted

Despite this an who I was

The once betrayer, deceiver

and truly now

Sometimes redeemer and healer

Wishes the pain was less

And the messages

Were passed more easily

I am no different than anyone else

My mistakes are no different

I am

Despite all I place around my my core now

Perhaps still nothing most days

But a product of cruelty

And therefore a very poor teacher of empathy

And how it can often turn on you

Above all though

I thank you

For you time at that time

Your kindness, faith

And your understanding

Even if it was brief

Because of my inability to be a better man



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Well I was just gonna snoop around but then you went and got the sneaky membership which allows you to see if I come round snooping. Fucking hell, is nothing sacred anymore? 
You, sir, are officially on my Watch, on the off chance that I may have the pleasure of reading any of your subsequent posts. Just in case you change your mind and a bit of your brilliance hits Deviantart.
I am hoping you will change your mind. :nod:
I look forward to reading more. You are truly talented. And your work is sorely missed by many, including me. :)
FollowinTheBlackBird Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
And thanks for faving "Rust" 1920x1080 as well and thanks again for giving me a laugh with this one. I needed it. :D
I hope those last links I sent today hurt your sides haha

I still need revenge for that tiny tim insanity.
FollowinTheBlackBird Apr 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I have to admit the horse was pretty funny but the conversation between the weird guys was just odd. The british guy was pretty funny though and left me wanting to burn my copy of Oblivion for some reason. :D
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